"HIGH SCHOOL PROMISES. Over the years there have been many high school promises made and broken all over the world. It can be a promise about anything. About friendship, staying, love, etc. An example would be this certain episode of That ‘70’s Show. Eric, the lead character, gave his girlfriend Donna a promise ring. Everything was going great until after a few days, when Donna realizes that this ring is not as simple as it seems. Long story short, a love was lost. A couple broke up. They were the ones. And just like that, a promise was ended. Right now I’m in high school, and I’ve made promises. And right now I think its one of the most important things for me. Keeping promises. And there’s a special promise in particular…

I promised her that we’d make it. That 11 years will be a long and hard period for me and her, but we will make it. We’ll wait for the right time, and then everything will be alright. Here’s the catch: we all know it’s not as simple as it seems. There are many factors to consider. Many changes will happen along the way. But I want us to make it work. ‘Cause right now, I know no one else is more right for me than her. She’s all I need. She’s motivation enough para maging simple ang complicated 11 years. And I hope it’s the same for her.

I think this is starting to look harder than it actually is because I’m looking at things the wrong way. I told her dati na we don’t need to worry ‘cause we’ll do everything to make things right and we’ll take it one day at a time. So despite all my doubts and fears, as long as you’re with me, I assure you. After 11 years, we’ll still be here. No letting go. Nothing will stop us. This is one high school promise that will last for a lifetime. ÜÜÜ"

hey guys.., it's me again.., that entry on top is his entry for yesterday.., i think... not sure... uhm.., i'm actually starting to ask myself why he's doubting... but i can't say i'm shocked.., i really was thinking about it and for me.., it's a REALLY hard promise to make.., waiting for someone for 11 years..? not exactly on my list of possible things to do...

gosh.., argggghhhh... i don't wanna think about it anymore... hahahha.. it keeps on bugging me.., could it MAYBE because of me..? hahah.., i wish... asa... bwahahah... it's not easy to make assumptions.., but it is a heck of a lot easier to assume than to just pretend like it's not there.., like the issure doesn't bug you... i hate it... grrr...

BUT.., it does say that he'll make it last for a lifetime... hmmm... i'm just not sure that that'll actually happen... but i don't wanna underestimate him too much either... please help me from just killing him whenever he says things like this... he's such a paradox.., i guess i was right about him all along... he really does have this mask... and even when he takes it off.., it's like there's still this veil... and it makes it hard to look through him... i can't read him.., and i don't like that... grrrr... some people are sooo transparent.., but he isn't... SO NOT..! grrr...

i don't wanna care and i don't wanna think about it anymore... it's irritating to know that he's thinking about this.., but it's like torture to just keep on thinking about it... hahaha.., don't wanna care... don't wanna care....