"HIGH SCHOOL PROMISES. Over the years there have been many high school promises made and broken all over the world. It can be a promise about anything. About friendship, staying, love, etc. An example would be this certain episode of That ‘70’s Show. Eric, the lead character, gave his girlfriend Donna a promise ring. Everything was going great until after a few days, when Donna realizes that this ring is not as simple as it seems. Long story short, a love was lost. A couple broke up. They were the ones. And just like that, a promise was ended. Right now I’m in high school, and I’ve made promises. And right now I think its one of the most important things for me. Keeping promises. And there’s a special promise in particular…

I promised her that we’d make it. That 11 years will be a long and hard period for me and her, but we will make it. We’ll wait for the right time, and then everything will be alright. Here’s the catch: we all know it’s not as simple as it seems. There are many factors to consider. Many changes will happen along the way. But I want us to make it work. ‘Cause right now, I know no one else is more right for me than her. She’s all I need. She’s motivation enough para maging simple ang complicated 11 years. And I hope it’s the same for her.

I think this is starting to look harder than it actually is because I’m looking at things the wrong way. I told her dati na we don’t need to worry ‘cause we’ll do everything to make things right and we’ll take it one day at a time. So despite all my doubts and fears, as long as you’re with me, I assure you. After 11 years, we’ll still be here. No letting go. Nothing will stop us. This is one high school promise that will last for a lifetime. ÜÜÜ"

hey guys.., it's me again.., that entry on top is his entry for yesterday.., i think... not sure... uhm.., i'm actually starting to ask myself why he's doubting... but i can't say i'm shocked.., i really was thinking about it and for me.., it's a REALLY hard promise to make.., waiting for someone for 11 years..? not exactly on my list of possible things to do...

gosh.., argggghhhh... i don't wanna think about it anymore... hahahha.. it keeps on bugging me.., could it MAYBE because of me..? hahah.., i wish... asa... bwahahah... it's not easy to make assumptions.., but it is a heck of a lot easier to assume than to just pretend like it's not there.., like the issure doesn't bug you... i hate it... grrr...

BUT.., it does say that he'll make it last for a lifetime... hmmm... i'm just not sure that that'll actually happen... but i don't wanna underestimate him too much either... please help me from just killing him whenever he says things like this... he's such a paradox.., i guess i was right about him all along... he really does have this mask... and even when he takes it off.., it's like there's still this veil... and it makes it hard to look through him... i can't read him.., and i don't like that... grrrr... some people are sooo transparent.., but he isn't... SO NOT..! grrr...

i don't wanna care and i don't wanna think about it anymore... it's irritating to know that he's thinking about this.., but it's like torture to just keep on thinking about it... hahaha.., don't wanna care... don't wanna care....

If We Were A Movie - Miley Cyrus
Uh oh
There you go again talking cinematic
Yeah you!
You're charming, got everybody star struck.
I know
How you always seem to go
For the obvious instead of me
But get a ticket and you'll see

[Chorus:]
If we were a movie
You'd be the right guy
And I'd be the best friend
You'd fall in love with
In the end we'd be laughing
Watching the sunset
Fade to black
Show the names
Play the happy song

(Yeah)
Yeah, yeah
When you call me
I can hear it in your voice
Oh sure!
Wanna see me
And tell me all about her
La la
I'll be acting through my tears
I guess you'll never know
That I should win
An Oscar for this scene I'm in

[Chorus]

Wish I could tell you there's a twist
Some kind of hero in disguise
And we're together
It's for real
Now playing
Wish I could tell you there's a kiss
Like something more than in my mind
I see it
Could be amazing

[Chorus x3]

hi..! hehehe.., maybe you were wondering why i posted those lyrics.., hahaha.., it's actually about this chemistry test we had... hahahha.., it was actually a station by station test.., and i was sooo nervous about it at first 'coz i thought that it was sooo hard.., but it was actually quite easy... hahahaha.., and i sang that song at one of the rest stations.., yes.., you're required to sing it... hahahaha.., and i got nervous while singing... i ended up laughing the whole time... hahahaha... super noh..? bwahahaha... =)) i told ate ven today that i'm still a bit hung over on JM... hahahaha... and you know what she said...

Don't go for the one who's available.., go for the one who makes your heart beat...

i don't know if i'll follow her advice for now 'coz.., i've got this feeling that if he ever finds out.., he's gonna get mad again.., and i DON'T want him to get mad... hahhaahahha.., i'm perfectly okay with the way it is now.., well.., maybe not the "i'll-wait-for-her-for-11-years" thing but.., our friendship's working out just fine... :D

hayz... can i just say that living high school life with a college curriculum is soooo hard... hahahaha... can't imagine getting through this in two years... hahahaha... and.., i'm gonna be absent from school tomorrow... argh.., hahaha.., it's my grandfather's "libing" day... hahaha.., wrote that in Filipino 'coz i don't know what it is in English... hahaha... =))

i really didn't wanna go... ahahahah... =)) i do have an idea as to how hard it's gonna be trying to catch up and everything... that's why i REALLY don't wanna go... hahaha.., tons of stuff missed.., tons of stuff to make up for... grrr... i'm just a bit annoyed.., that's all...

anyway.., hahaha.., si penguin... wala lang... kanina sa classroom sa analytic geometry.., hahaha.., akala ko si venus yung kasama niya kanina... namalik-mata lang pala ako.. bwahahaha... para akong ewan... hahah.., and then when i saw that it was actually marian b..., i just began to hate her... ahahhaha.., and him.... he's such a liar..! stupid bastard.., liar..! monique and i call the people we hate right now.., "egotistical jerks..." super noh..? wala lang... it's out of boredom and anger... hahahaha..,

i hate him... super liar.., as in to the max... napaka.sinungaling.., akala ba niya na iiyakan ko siya ng todo kung nagsabi siya ng totoo..? asa naman.... bwahahaa..., kaasar... anywayz.., monique.., alam kong alam mo yung sinasabi ko... hahaha...

ewan.., anlabo nga eh... why couldn't it have been me and him in the same section.., and just get the girl out of the picture..? saya nun diba..? pero nde eh.., hahaha.., kailangan talaga magkasama kaming tatlo eh.., super.... bwahaha

naiirita na'ko.. hahaha.., dati pa naman akala ko yung girl napaka.inosente..., hahaha.., wala lang... just comes to show that whatever the facade.., you still REALLY can't judge based on what you THINK... bwhahahaha., true noh..? bwahahha

sa school naman.., musta..? hahaha.., yung filipino teacher namin super... hahaha., nde namin na.reach... musta noh..? kamusta talaga.. pagtripan ba daw kami.. nagkunwaring galit... hahaha., super..

so.., to sum everything up... i'm beginning to hate the GIRL.., i'm beginning to hate the GUY.., i'm gonna be absent from school tomorrow... and i hate it... so in other words.., i'm FED UP.. hahaha..,

The Jonas Brothers - Please Be Mine
They come and go but they don't know
That you are my beautiful

I try to come closer with you
But they all say we won't make it through

But I'll be there forever
You will see that it's better
Our hopes and our dreams will come true
I will not disappoint you
I'll be right there for you 'til the end
The end of time
Please be mine

I'm in and out of love with you
Trying to find if it's really true
oh no no no no
How can I prove my love
If they all think I'm not good enough

But I'll be there forever
You will see that it's better
Our hopes and our dreams will come true
I will not disappoint you
I will be right there for you 'til the end
The end of time
Please be mine

Can't stop the rain from falling
Can't stop my heart from calling you
It's calling you
Can't stop the rain from falling
Can't stop my heart from calling you
It's calling you
Can't stop the rain from falling
Can't stop my heart from calling you
It's calling you

But I'll be there forever
You will see that it's better
Our hopes and our dreams will come true
I will not disappoint you
I will be right there for you 'til the end
The end of time
Please be mine

hey guys.., it's me again...hehehe.., i just discovered that song this morning... and i plugged it using my stat msg in YM... and i guess he noticed it... and he called me a "freakin' genius"... hehehe.., he said it was the perfect song... hahahaha... i'm so extremely happy.. hahahaha.. wala lang... it's like we connect or something... and i am soooo content just 'coz of that... although i wish that i could spend more time with him... haahahhaa... =))

am i so shallow..? hehehe.., something like this lifts me up so much.. hehehe.. we helped each other with our homeworks... just like always.. hehehe.. and it's sooo soooo elating to know that he appreciates me... hehehe.. corny ba'ko..? hehehe.. sorry huh.. it's just that i'm soooo happy.. hehehe.., and he doesn't know it's 'coz of him.. hahaha... =)) and he said i could call him.., hahaha.. babaw talaga.. super..

anywayz., i've got tons of work to do.., i'll get to it now.. :D bb...:D

hello..! it's me again... well.., we just had a get together here at my house... hahaha.., it was so funny and so fun..! =)) the people were.., xiela.., rellen.., mommy rose.., aristotle.., arthur.., bon jovi.., kalembang.., andrew... and vicson also stopped by... hahaha.., it was so fun... wala lang.. :D

anyways.., i just read his blog.., nothing i haven't read before but.., i think he's lying... he is a big fat liar... hahaha..., i've proven it a couple of times.., well... i just don't wanna be right about him being a liar.., although i probably know that it is true...

i went to school.., in the middle of our get together... i returned JM the book he was reading... i didn't really get the chance to read it... hahaha.., but i felt guilty so i returned it today... i saw Marian B.... and she was all alone... at the stairs near the gate of our school... and i was shocked... hahaha.., 'coz JM was there... and they ARE an MU couple.., right..? i found it very surprising... 'coz i didn't see them together... they weren't even talking..! hahaha... =)) anyways.., i think he's giving this whole "i'll wait for my ANGEL" thing a little thought... and it is good for him... i wouldn't waste so much time waiting for someone even if i've known them for soooo long... i just feel that it's not right... hahaha..

hopefully he'll change his mind about it... honestly.., i can't picture them together... an outgoing guy and soooo hot... wala lang.. hahaha.. =)) with a quiet and demure girl... the picture doesn't seem to fit... well.., it's their concern anyways.., not mine... hahaha...

sana ako na lang yung substitute niya.., if ever he does forget about her... wala lang... ang lakas kong mangarap diba..? hahaha... super... =)) and i just found out today na ang tawag pala ni Bonyak kay Clang ay Chubz... hehehe.., tas si Clarissa naman kay Bonyak.., jigglypuff... cute noh..? wahahaha...

pano kaya kung maging kami ni JM..? ano kaya tawagan namin.? anyway.., i should work at getting him back first before i think of that.. hahaha.., JOKE..! hehehe.., i'm not that cruel... hayz... i just want him back soooo badly... hehehe.. well..., let's just wait and see... :D

eow..! hehehehe.., i decided to make this secret blog... wala lang.. hehehe... at least no one will be able to read this one... hehehe.., ayokong mabuking... ganun..? hahaha...

anyways.., today i admitted to myself na may "hang-over" pa ren ako kay JM... wala lang... ang gulo ko noh..? well.., para malinawan ang lahat.., i'll give you a definition of "hang-over" straight from the dictionary... HANG-OVER = something remaining behind from a former period or state of affairs... that's exactly what i'm feeling... but the "something remaining" isn't something that's like love or anything... it's just that... i don't know... i'm scared that i might actually fall for him again... and i DON'T want that to happen... hahaha.... wala lang... i hope nobody ever reads this blog... wala lang... heehhehehe...

well.., i just wanted to let that out... til next time..
:D